So I knocked on her door.
It was Tuesday night and kind of rainy out and I started wondering what Eleanor could possibly be doing on this ordinary night in that apartment, in her place across the hall. Maybe she was also ordering in Thai food and watching mindless television. Or maybe she was cooking dinner or painting in her underwear. So I figured I’d find out.
After changing my shirt and putting on jeans, I knocked on her door. I heard some rummaging noises from inside, like the sound a mouse makes when it’s just discovered your garbage. I almost walked away until I heard a voice say “coming” and she opened the door.
I really think she was painting in her underwear before I knocked. It took a while for her to open the door. When she did, she was standing there wearing black leggings and a flowy shirt and looking kind of flushed. I tried not to check her out or look amused, but like I said before, it’s strange how you never know what your face looks like.
Me: Hi.
Eleanor: Hey. How’s it going?
Me: It’s going well. I thought I’d say hi and see how you’re doing.
Eleanor: Yeah, I’m doing well, just got off the phone with a friend. How are you?
Me: I’m good. Just got back from work, ordered Thai food.
Eleanor: What is it with guys and Thai?
Huh?
Me: What do you mean?
Eleanor: Guys always order Thai.
Me: Because it’s good.
Because it’s filling and cheap and good.
Eleanor: Is it the large portions of noodles and meat or something?
Me: Maybe. I like to get the pork pad thai and the spring rolls, and sometimes I order the noodle soup.
Eleanor: That sounds delicious.
Me: It is.
How did my attempt to see Eleanor transform into my food order at Go Go Thai?
Eleanor: Come inside.
Me: Okay.
I like to think of myself as a somewhat neat but moderate slob, but she really takes the cake. Her TV stand was cluttered with candles and paper clips and old magazines, and t-shirts and towels were lying all over her couches and chairs. Maybe she heard me knock and changed outfits several times before she opened the door, I thought. That would be nice.
Eleanor: Sorry, I did laundry tonight. My clothes are drying.
Alright, then.
Me: How was the abandoned warehouse party?
Eleanor: Trash.
Me: Really.
Eleanor: College students showed up. They were idiots.
Me: Did they drink all the alcohol?
Eleanor: No, they just bumped into it and spilled it all.
Me: Typical.
I tried to play it off like I remember parties in college, but I don’t really. That was a while ago for me, but not for her.
Eleanor: Did you have a good weekend?
Me: Yeah. My parents visited. They thought I was an alcoholic.
Eleanor: Are you?
Me: No.
Eleanor: Then why did they think that?
Me: They saw our two wine glasses in the sink and needed something to worry about.
Eleanor: Oh. That’s funny.
Me: Yeah.
Eleanor: Maybe it’s because you haven’t given them enough to worry about?
Me: What do you mean?
Eleanor: You have this great job, live in the West Village, wear a suit, make a good living. Parents would love a son like that.
When she said this, I started recalling those records my mom used to play in the kitchen that had the A-side and B-side. I felt like I was being turned over in a record player, to the B-side, and it felt so strange. Like the 40 tracks on the “40 Years of Doug” album were behind me.
And the way she described my life now, it made me feel like a glossy ad in a magazine. Or maybe a figure in a Monet landscape, and I couldn’t help but laugh. She really is a painter.